Me….well, I guess the way I can best describe myself is simply a wife and a Mom trying my best, with many a slip-up along the way, to keep my two “spirited” and “strong—willed” boys in some semblance of order while more importantly raising them into young men of character who love the Lord and who desire to live their lives guided by His Word! I lead a somewhat crazy life running from one thing to the next because I just can’t bear to miss out on the next opportunity the Lord may be putting in our paths. I have a passionate heart for many things. First and foremost is my passion for Christ, followed closely by my passion for my family. After that…there are tons of things I am passionate about, but everything seems to fall under the umbrella of trying to make a positive difference in this world… and being thankful for each and every little blessing bestowed upon my life.
At the heart of my life that is so filled with busyness (often chaos) but mostly joy, is a heart that has been forever touched with compassion for those who are living in a state of brokenness. So many of us in this world are broken…I myself have lived a portion of my life in brokenness. We can be broken for a multitude of reasons….reasons we ourselves may not even know. Our hearts, our souls, and our lives may be broken to different degrees, but we know that the Lord’s heart breaks when He sees us in pain. I personally know that Christ sees our pain and heals it when we let Him. Psalm 147:3 says “He heals the brokenhearted, binding up their wounds.” The Bible shows us time and time again that the Lord is near the brokenhearted. If I am striving to live my life the way Christ lived His, I, in turn, need to do what I can to heal the brokenness here on earth. A song called “Hosanna” by Hillsong United says “Heal my heart and make it clean. Open up my eyes to the things unseen. Show me how to love like you have loved me. Break my heart from what breaks yours.” Those words are such a truth for me...I pray He opens my eyes to what He sees, shows me how to love like He loves, and breaks my heart for those things that break His. I want to live my life as a blessing to others and live the life Christ is calling me to live. Right now? My heart is breaking for a little girl I don’t yet know. I know she’s out there and I know I am meant to be her mommy. I can’t wait for the day the Lord has planned for us to meet and become a forever family. I am so excited and thankful that we have been blessed with the opportunity to make adoption a part of our lives. We all are waiting for the day we can finally bring our Selah home!
At the heart of my life that is so filled with busyness (often chaos) but mostly joy, is a heart that has been forever touched with compassion for those who are living in a state of brokenness. So many of us in this world are broken…I myself have lived a portion of my life in brokenness. We can be broken for a multitude of reasons….reasons we ourselves may not even know. Our hearts, our souls, and our lives may be broken to different degrees, but we know that the Lord’s heart breaks when He sees us in pain. I personally know that Christ sees our pain and heals it when we let Him. Psalm 147:3 says “He heals the brokenhearted, binding up their wounds.” The Bible shows us time and time again that the Lord is near the brokenhearted. If I am striving to live my life the way Christ lived His, I, in turn, need to do what I can to heal the brokenness here on earth. A song called “Hosanna” by Hillsong United says “Heal my heart and make it clean. Open up my eyes to the things unseen. Show me how to love like you have loved me. Break my heart from what breaks yours.” Those words are such a truth for me...I pray He opens my eyes to what He sees, shows me how to love like He loves, and breaks my heart for those things that break His. I want to live my life as a blessing to others and live the life Christ is calling me to live. Right now? My heart is breaking for a little girl I don’t yet know. I know she’s out there and I know I am meant to be her mommy. I can’t wait for the day the Lord has planned for us to meet and become a forever family. I am so excited and thankful that we have been blessed with the opportunity to make adoption a part of our lives. We all are waiting for the day we can finally bring our Selah home!
Learn to do good. Seek justice. Help the oppressed. Defend the cause of orphans. Fight for the rights of widows. Isaiah 1:17
I also believe that when we are purposefully seeking God and His Will for our lives, we will experience a peace, joy and a freedom that is unlike any other! And when the times of trouble arise?....which they undoubtedly will, the Lord will comfort and equip and find a way to fill us back up with that very same peace, joy and freedom that He alone can give. I have lived without that peace….I have experienced brokenness…and I can vouch for the fruitlessness of a life lived outside of His Will. I can then turn the other direction and rejoice and praise God for a relationship with Him that brought the peace…healed the brokenness…and filled my life with the Fruit of His Spirit.
Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. Proverbs 3:6






